Atonement.
Do you count it as real when all that you feel
Is changing from moment to moment
And your scars will heal and the burning will peel
If you give into your atonementHe wouldn’t agree but he doesn’t see
The tears that collect in your eyelids
It’s time that you be all you can be
And find your own independenceI can’t really tell my strength from weakness
Is this giving up, and if it is, is it worth it?
I want to become pure and perfectly thoughtless
If there is change, how will I know if I’m ready for it?Will it come in the words of my friends, or in a kiss from a stranger
Will it come from the stars singing through rain
Or will it come from my love’s angerMy heart and my mind don’t often comply
I want to be free I don’t want to lie
My lips want kiss him but I’m not sure why
My hands want to hold him and I don’t know why
Maybe I’m losing my mindI’m in love with love
Or is it my enemy
I often question the differenceSo take me as I am
A girl who thinks too much and has easily fell
Who stays up all night writing words she’ll never tell
And who isn’t so sure of herselfAnymore





